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Cake day: October 3rd, 2023

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  • shneancy@lemmy.worldtomemes@lemmy.worldHappy Juneteenth everyone!
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    14 days ago

    Juneteenth celebrates the abolishment of slavery, I’d say people of colour are the most happy about that, and people of colour are stereotypically famous for making good food

    4th of July celebrates the US independence, which though not a predominantly a white holiday more white people (on account of being a racial majority) will celebrate it, and white people are stereotypically famous for making bland food



  • this is my personal experience so results may vary but - I took a 100ug, basically no visuals, just euphoria and music sounded amazing yk the drill. Waited some 6h. Then I went to smoke a blunt that usually gets me comfortably high for an hour or two. Nothing too hardcore just a good giggly time.

    Then I sat on the couch for a while and reality began unweaving into a million little threads floating before me. I’m an experience tripper but I had to make myself let go because honestly it took me by surprise how high I got with a mere 100ug and a small blunt. Visuals were strong enough to make colours pulsate with pink. Fractals spinning everywhere. jpeg artifacts never looked so amazing. The entire world was breathing. Every sound I heard turned into drum beats echoing in my head. I just sat there, not moving, putting all of my mental focus into- well I don’t know what, I think I was fighting with the trip for a while, the sheer intensity of it had me scared of losing my mind. I was able to let go and ride it though.

    The intensity went from 0 to a 100 in minutes. Thankfully as I sat on the couch a musical was playing that I liked so I had a neat anchor to get me through the rougher parts. It wasn’t a bad trip, but it sure as hell got incredibly intense a few times.

    Neither a high dose of weed alone nor a high dose of LSD alone could ever get me to a point where a normal amount of weed, and a regular though nowadays considered low dose of LSD can. The symbiosis is very strong and creates a unique experience vastly more intense than either drug can give alone

    I’ve never tried it with microdosing, but if your weed is strong I’d suggest putting of an entire day for testing how the combo affects you, because even low doses of both can turn up that volume from ehh maybe 2 if you think about it, straight to 11 if not 12






  • oh i’m painfully aware of how much it sucks to be in the green, friend :| i am not a fan, so often i wish i was just fucking stupid. Grass greener, haha, on the other side and all, but fuck man, those people look so happy, or at least not outwardly miserable. I wish i could feel the same level of joy as a himbo/bimbo “discovering” that an essential oil or perhaps a pretty rock can cure them of everything and curse their enemies at the same time!

    The drug thing is a “green” thing huh? lmao good to know. It is funny how drunk/high/tripping me is roughly the same as a sober average person, bit less agile physically of course but about as fast at thinking, kind of baffling how, unless i’m absolutely smashed, people don’t even realise that i’m under the influence of something

    and yeah, living in this self destructive and hateful world is a nightmare. I can see so many ways in which things could get better for everybody, and yet they never do, and shit keeps getting worse. Cruelty seems to be the point. I could go on for a hot while about the state of the world and how being “diagnosed as smart” (how i call it) fucking sucks on so many levels, but i’d rather not make my day any worse, my mental health has been making sweet love to the bottom of the mariana trench lately, it seems.

    Though the worst thing about being diagnosed as smart is either 1) congratulations! your fast brain can think of 20 things to be anxious about in 5s flat at any time of day! no you can’t control it fuck you or 2) the frustration you feel when something doesn’t make sense, in such a way that the only explanation seems to be that whoever was making the decisions was either plain dumb or intentionally an asshole, which isn’t a satisfying explanation at all